Old Man’s Waltz
I used to think life was precious—
how could it not be? The ones I’ve loved, gone now,
proved it to me a thousand ways.
I used to think life was sacred, and the act of bringing it forth,
like dawn spilling light, would reveal all the world’s secrets.
It was all I needed to know, once.
But now, here, older and foolishly wiser,
I see through my cracked lenses, my weathered hands—
what I never knew then, what I held but never understood.
Those souls I loved, each precious as a newborn star,
loved me too. And in that loving—oh, yes, that radiant return—
they became something more,
something beyond breath or heartbeat,
and now that they are gone, even as dust in the winds of time,
they’re no less sacred. Their lives, that once glowed warm,
it wasn’t their life force that kept me in their orbit—
no, it was something deeper, some hard kernel of truth,
some pure shard of love.
Love! Yes, love—true and tender, unbreakable and binding.
It is the secret truth.
It stands alone, a rare gem, hard to unearth, so simple when held up to light.
Few words can contain it; fewer still can mar its shine.
It is the lamp that parts shadows, driving out darkness,
the balm that heals wounds only silence has named,
and the spark that stirs hearts brave enough to believe.
It’s a flame that flares against lies,
a thorn in the heart of those who deny.
And here, in this truth I finally know:
life—our common breath, so fragile, so brief,
so fleeting as morning mist upon a river’s edge.
We are born, and we live, and we die; soon, even memory lets us slip away.
It is not this thin thread of life that we pass on to our children,
but the love of it, the sacred charge to cherish it, to hold it close.
For love—love, not life—is what is precious, what is special,
what makes all this living worthy of the ache it brings.
Oh, foolish old men like me, who learn this too late!
What wisdom only the grave can teach—
and by then, the lesson complete, we close our eyes to this truth:
that in the end, love is all that we carry forward,
all that lasts beyond our last breath